tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55467492011-04-22T07:38:59.736+08:00An Attic for a Special Educator...Conquering de quest of learning...is my strength to move on in LIFE...Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comBlogger741100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1065949639464750482003-10-12T17:07:00.000+08:002003-10-12T21:56:09.760+08:00My Journey Has Ended Here...Moving on...
This is my Last Insight. My journey has ended here and moving on to a new location. I was browsing through my past archives. My blog has undergone multiple visual uplifts and phases of insights.
In July, I embarked on this jouney and stated an objective. The purpose of my blogging needs.
1. To be able to provide an enriching and educational avenue for Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1065892916068101742003-10-12T01:21:00.000+08:002003-10-12T01:53:44.180+08:00Mirror Reflection of Me...
She seek my thoughts. She is him and the other soul is me.
Dedicated to you my dear friend...I don't want another of me.
I elucidate my thoughts because you are dear to me.
Dear She,
You are him.
You feels like him.
You act like him.
You gave hopes like him.
Your intensity suddenly drives you to a limit of stopping.
You said u likes him with a but...
But u said Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1065865742823227942003-10-11T17:49:00.000+08:002003-10-11T17:51:08.283+08:00Last nite was beautiful...
The Sacred Nite was filled with the blessed communion of my loved ones. It was beautiful...Serenity filled the whole living space as we seek solace in HIM. The presence of my beloved friends....made it more beautiful. Their Nur from within outshine last nite. Insya Allah the days after....
My brother reciprocated HIS calling, standing guarded beside my father who was Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1065726909758750892003-10-10T03:15:00.000+08:002003-10-10T03:15:09.723+08:00The Sacred Nite is here...
Let's serenade.....If You Ask Me by Yusuf Islam.
The Sacred Nite is here,
Will it be my last?
Only HE knows.
I shall cherish it...as if it is my last,
Will be cherishing it with my loved ones.
Will be waiting for my beloved friends to join this bless communion.
Allah has dedicated to us this sacred nite for....
HIM to be in close proximity with us and for HIM to Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1065582694141051812003-10-08T11:11:00.000+08:002003-10-08T11:41:08.026+08:00Bye Bye Miss Grouchiness....Hiii Mr Sunshine.
Since I read the hadiths Lyana posted at her blog...I wakes up before sunrise with the feeling of tranquility...knowing that I am waking up to answer to HIS calling. Wakes up every morning to commit charity deed for her, to make her smile. To make her feel less perfect. To gives her the security of our undying love for her.
Extracted fromLyana's blogAbeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1065548742077559812003-10-08T01:45:00.000+08:002003-10-08T01:50:19.906+08:00HE made me feel today...
Allhamdulilah. The light heartedness sinked in today. Insya Allah, it will be forever. I am disgusted with myself for dwelling in devilish thoughts...after seeing her. Who is her?...will reveal soon:).
I am trying my very best to like HIM more. To love HIM more than i love or i will love anyone else. I want HIM to remind me not to forsake HIM..not even for a second. I Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1065268261520655012003-10-04T19:51:00.000+08:002003-10-05T06:54:23.763+08:00Seek peaceful, heart, mind and soul from...
"(Iaitu) orang-orang yang beriman dan hati mereka menjadi tenteram dengan mengingat Allah. Ingatlah hanya dengan mengingat Allah hati menjadi tenteram"(Surah Ar-Rad (Guruh); Ayat 28)
Allhamdulillah. HE keeps me strong. Keeps me strong from all devilish acts and thoughts. At times , I still dwell in devilish thoughts for answers that i will never gain Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1065251765454091232003-10-04T15:16:00.000+08:002003-10-04T21:06:52.156+08:00HE has taken him away...for HIS other plan.
Just secs ago, received an aeriel cue...Jia Xin (peep down to know more about him) passed away today at around 2.15pm...at the age of 13 years old.
Rain, Rain Go away, Little Jia Xin wants to sleep,
Rain, Rain Go away, it's time for him to sleep,
Rain, Rain Go away, the time has come for him to sleep till...
Ilmu yang bermanfaat ialah salah satu amal Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1065224850251275422003-10-04T07:47:00.000+08:002003-10-04T14:44:44.770+08:00I didn't realized they mean so much to me...
Insomniac disease strucked again. When this disease strucks me, blogging is the best remedy and of course midnight prayers help to calm one disturbed soul. I couldn'r slumber, wandering...will he wakes up tomorrow..and the day after and the day after...will he..? I would lurve to c his big clear eyes. I would lurve to engage in a conversation with him.Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1065191638279989012003-10-03T22:33:00.000+08:002003-10-03T22:40:05.796+08:00Heart Failure..
I remember sleeping beside him during an overnight camp. He couldn't sleep and it was raining. I sang a lullaby for him to slumber. It backfired, my lullaby became a dosage for him to stay awake the whole night. He kept snuggling beside me....with his clear big eyes looking at me. His eyes were asking for a snuggle hug. To keep himself warmth. I gave him all the warmth he wants asAbeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1065152367723802582003-10-03T11:39:00.000+08:002003-10-03T11:41:30.516+08:00Nyaris..Nyaris..
I wouldn't be here now if my time has come yesterday. One moment I have just finished talking on the phone with a friend. A friend from my past that has comes back. Has been meeting those from my past....good feeling about that. Suddenly, I was standing just few inches in front of a blue pick- up...I was there standing...everything went blank..I was shocked..I could feel my Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1065010887625428042003-10-01T20:21:00.000+08:002003-10-01T22:28:32.736+08:00The Amazing Race..I am proud of THEM.
In conjunction with Childrens' Day celebration. We have planned a Rainbow Race 2003...Sports day cum Childrens' Day celebration. This is the first time we had it and I believe more to come.
I am proud to see my children ran with much passion and energy.
I am proud to see them reaching the finishing line.
I am proud to see them came running to me showing offAbeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1064769205510910422003-09-29T01:13:00.000+08:002003-09-29T01:14:34.206+08:00This might be the answer from the many answers.
Total extraction from the article below.
"Apabila individu itu benar benar mencintai seseorang itu atas sifat-sifat di dalam diri seseorang.....ia lebih ke arah sifat mengkagumi untuk memilikinya tanpa syak dan was-was akan kebaikan, keimanannya dan keutuhan pendirian seseorang itu. Jika ia benar-benar memahami konteks iman didalam percintaan yang Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1064767063968035782003-09-29T00:37:00.000+08:002003-09-29T00:50:57.336+08:00Apakah erti cinta dalam Islam?
Total extraction from an e-mail...It's lonnggg...but worth reading...trust me. I read it and learnt from it. Nana for you...:)
ROMANTIK, CARING, SENTIMENTAL VALUE, SEHATI SEJIWA, FANTASTIC...SEMUANYA HANYALAH PLASTIK !
Melibatkan diri dalam perhubungan erat yakni dunia percintaan yang lebih kearah nilai - nilai di atas semuanya adalah retorik atau tiada Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1064767018640884092003-09-29T00:36:00.000+08:002003-09-29T00:36:58.266+08:00The dearyyy look...how long will it last
I was at the bus stop...a married couple in their 40s was with their two grown gerls abt below 16 years old. The wife was giving her husband a deary look and was trying to engage in a "deary" conversation with her husband...but thehusband was giving her the "eh malas nak layan" look. Gosh. That hit me. How long will the deary look last on a husband face. Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1064685475602016062003-09-28T01:57:00.000+08:002004-10-03T13:39:24.733+08:00Dedicate to those that i treasure for a lifetime...
It was all a blessing in disguise.
A blessing for me to realize how much I am treasured,
Treasured by those who never question my presence,
but always question my absence.
Thank You.
For...
The smile on my face.
The laughter that despise solace.
The strength that keeps me going.
The social rhapsody that I have indulged in.
I will rejuvenate. Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1064599454605030792003-09-27T02:04:00.000+08:002003-09-27T02:17:42.460+08:00Hopes...
Was blog peeping and found this phrase...
"hope is a beautiful and precious thing.. when u start giving it out too freely.. u'll be in danger of hurting urself" and may I add... & others too.."Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1064595557684326652003-09-27T00:59:00.000+08:002003-09-28T12:07:42.506+08:00The Shoes Theory...Is this how human relationship works?
Your friend bought for you a pair of shoes. You saw the shoes... u like it. It is very comfortable. It became your favourite pair of shoes. It has walked every paths with you. You wore it during sunny days and rainy days. Those moments you believe that this shoes will be your sole companion.
One fine day....you saw a new pair of shoes. ItAbeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1064504637434239232003-09-25T23:43:00.000+08:002003-09-25T23:53:55.393+08:00Randall..O Randall...You are my Sunshine.
When I see him. He makes me smile. He drowns my worries. He planted me a kiss on my cheek. He gets cosy with me and gives me a cuddly warmth hug. Those are sincere act from an innocent child to a lady. We both have mutual liking that grows. A liking that's no need to be tried. As it grows naturally. No materialistic wants that deny the growing liking thatAbeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1063840170558917472003-09-18T07:09:00.000+08:002003-09-18T07:19:29.646+08:00Never...
Never have i ever seen my parents involved in marital conflicts. Never have i ever hear or see my parents wailed in anxiety or anger. Never have i ever hear verbal abuses that other couples use as a weapon against each other. To hear it happening in some marriages....even those close ones to me...scares me as those are strange happenings to me. Never witness it. Never wants to witness itAbeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1063721182174849142003-09-16T22:06:00.000+08:002003-09-16T22:16:07.200+08:00It has not lessen..
The thoughts and feelings that I have before have never lessen. At times it grows....that scares me not knowing whether it is growing on your side. Always have the urges to send u aerial cues or to be on the other line...but those fears of not receiving mutual reply from you...deter me from those urges.
Remembering...adolescent years..
Az Yet Featuring Peter Cetera
Hard To Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1063700907134315442003-09-16T16:28:00.000+08:002003-09-16T16:42:03.250+08:00Cindy O..Cindy :)
How come I miss you when we never even meet? Probably...bcause I know you truly misshh me :). If you are a man hehe...probably you're my soulmate. Cindy...It's true what you said...when emotional turbulence hit you...blogging is the "hantam paradise" to channel out your inner frustrations. But today...I am emotionally and physically fatigue. Tomorrow...my monyetz will be my Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1063558372700227132003-09-15T00:52:00.000+08:002003-09-15T00:52:52.640+08:00What makes me feel good?..
Would appreciate a good nite and good morning cues....that makes me feel good. Knowing that you are well and up...makes me feel better.
It's been countless days since i received silent nite cues....it makes me feel dumb..makes me feel like a fool. Been finding my own nite remedies...and always awaiting for the sun to shine..for better tomorrow.
I have succumbed to Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1063468563500943282003-09-13T23:56:00.000+08:002003-09-13T23:56:03.553+08:00Nothing...
Nothing much I can say...I am emotionally fatigue.Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1063346642064326182003-09-12T14:04:00.000+08:002003-09-12T14:04:02.083+08:00Let her down easy- Terence Trent D'arby
You're top man on the scene
You don't think life comes in between
But hey, she's just seventeen
She feels that she's a worldly girl
But man you've been around the world
She is just some worried daddy's girl
Even though there's nothing I can say
To cheat you and nature any way
Let her down easy
Her heart is on a dime
Let her down easy
And you'll Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1063292601607389702003-09-11T23:03:00.000+08:002003-09-12T13:29:09.280+08:00Amelie...She'll change your life @2001 Production
One of my favourites and unforgettable French Movie....Amelie. For the searchers.
The Marmalade that follows...
The One that she follows...
Movie Synopsis
She'll change your life. Amelie is looking for love, and perhaps for the meaning of life in general. We see her grow up in an original if slightly dysfunctional family. Now a waitress inAbeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1063108219869129662003-09-09T19:50:00.000+08:002003-09-09T19:50:19.743+08:00Reasons, Seasons and Lifetime
I went for a programme retreat yesterday...It was uplifting...Objective: Making Bonds and Building Relationships. Our principal handed out a piece of precious write-up which definitely a treasure for one to read and ponder on when what you have hope for is not fated to be yours.
Total extraction:-
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1062819713533935282003-09-06T11:41:00.000+08:002003-09-06T11:51:09.580+08:00More pages, more inspiration- IKEA 2004
That's IKEA magazine 2004. More pages...more inspiration. Definitely inspiring browsing from one page to another. I remember getting my first pay when I was 16...during the post- o'level vacation, I spent abt 1/2 of my pay in my room with IKEA furnishings. Looking at what standing in my room.....made me realized all those are gained from my hard- earned Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1062777164064176802003-09-05T23:52:00.000+08:002003-09-06T00:18:47.680+08:00Feel-O-Meter...
Feeling like Renee Zellweger in Jerry Maguire. The ending has not come. I do not need empathy...I just need you to.......If it is empathy that I am getting, I'll succumb to rejuvenation for a better life.
It's been rejuvenating. Will it be the same tomorrow?Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1062522225576578382003-09-03T01:03:00.000+08:002003-09-03T01:04:52.970+08:00Doa solat istikharah...
"Ya Allah, hamba memohon agar memilihkan mana yang baik menurut Engkau Ya Allha. Dan hamba memohon memberikan kepastian dengan ketentuanMu dan hamba
memohon dengan kemurahan Tuhan Yang Agung. Kerana sesungguhnya Engkaulah Tuhan Yang berkuasa sedangkan hamba tidak tahu dan Tuhanlah Yang Amat
Mengetahui segala sesuatu yang masih tersembunyi. Ya Allah jika pada ilmuMu Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1062516075530835362003-09-02T23:21:00.000+08:002003-09-02T23:22:05.950+08:00When a woman said.....
When a woman said it...she meant it.
When a woman expressed it....
she damn sure meant what she has expressed.
It took a woman, great guts to express what meant to be shown
but not to be told.
I don't know where my guts came from.
I don't know whether I am playing the cards right.
I don't know whether I am on the upper deck.
I know I am playing with fire.
My instinct tellsAbeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1062405358897763202003-09-01T16:35:00.000+08:002003-09-01T16:40:48.313+08:00You are leaving...
You are leaving...and the time has arrived.
I thought your leaving and absence,
are the roots of your indecisiveness.
I didn't realized that there were other beings.
Was I overwhelmed with one- sided hope
for the communion of two beings
Or was I selfishly ignoring your sensitive needs
to share the presence of the other beings?
I am sorry if i was being.....
oblivious Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1062349298728488942003-09-01T01:01:00.000+08:002003-09-01T01:17:42.740+08:00Do you realized?
I believe these moments happened to most of us before...
At times when you want to be alone...
Others come forward to be with you.
At times when you don't want to be alone...
Others were no where to be reach.
So when these moments happened, frustrations welled up.
I will seek children's laughter and
unaided companion to anywhere my feet steer me to.
With hope that the Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1062263292863295342003-08-31T01:08:00.000+08:002003-08-31T01:18:25.576+08:00Do They Know?
Do they know I miss them?
Do they know my mum always remember them?
Do they know my family hope for their presence?
Do they know?
I am happy to see that you are in a bless condition. I am happy that you are happy. Could see the happiness in YOU...you were glowing. I could also see the tears in your eyes when we met and when we parted. Please allow us to share your joy, happiness, Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1062245847579048072003-08-30T20:17:00.000+08:002003-08-30T20:21:33.140+08:00Happy Checher Day !!!!
Last 3 days have been PARTYing all de way...suprises after suprises..popping out of nowhere...
On Wednesday...the afternoon caregivers have hand crafted abt 65 party hats for the teachers and therapists....for the SUPRISE HAT PARTY... and each of us did a limbo :)..Woohooo..A mammiaaaa...delicious catered food. The parents and the caregivers of the morning session came up Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1061920003489961272003-08-27T01:46:00.000+08:002003-08-27T01:47:55.150+08:00The Love Prayer...
Any one up to the challenge of translating this doa in English...anyone?
Doa Cinta
Bismillah..
Allahu Rabbi aku minta izin
Bila suatu saat aku jatuh cinta
Jangan biarkan cinta untuk-Mu berkurang
Hingga membuat lalai akan adanya Engkau
Allahu Rabbi
Aku punya pinta
Bila suatu saat aku jatuh cinta
Penuhilah hatiku dengan bilangan cinta-Mu yang tak terbatas
Biar rasaku Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1061724206667430562003-08-24T19:23:00.000+08:002003-08-24T19:23:26.680+08:00NowWhyTwo- OAG
tiada terlintas langsung
nawai2ku untuk menduwakan dirimu
suqa ragaku murka ja-zatmu
tiada terlintas langsung
nawai2ku untuk mempersoalkan caramu
suqa ragaku murka ja-zatmu
tiada yang lain melainkan NYA 3x
Tiada yang maha selain diri-NYA
yang maha mengasehi
yang maha menyayangi
Tiada yang maha selain diri-NYA
yang maha mengerti
yang maha mengampuni..........
Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1061571141218351152003-08-23T00:52:00.000+08:002003-08-23T01:02:04.633+08:00One moment...
One moment you are laughing...one moment you are smiling and one moment sensitivity sink in...all changes. My feel- o- meter now, LOW...Why? Don't Know. When sensitivity sink in, I will serenade myself with melancholy songs to tempt me to slumberland. And when it failed to tempt me to slumber, i blogged myself to slumber.....n when blogging failed...just let the eyes do the Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1061217565731284472003-08-18T22:39:00.000+08:002003-08-18T22:46:22.520+08:00Serenity Vs Calamity
When uneasy feelings engulfed your serenity, devilz awakened from their slumber. Let them perish in your prayers. Let HIM ease your calamity.
The Midnight Prayer
Last night I couldn't go to sleep
so I got up and said a prayer,
because I know it's a good thing to do
and angels are always there.
And I know for this prayer lies
a very great reward
in Paradise where treasures Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1061098411216884412003-08-17T13:33:00.000+08:002003-08-17T14:03:48.936+08:00The Sinking feeling
I can't stop blogging. in one day i post multiple posts. Today, I posted TWICE. Why? Maybe I have lots to express....reaching the stage of expressing one needs and desire to be someone's someone :).Whether the day will come...I don't know. at times I strongly feel it is possible...n at times this Sinking feeling will sink in. Been about two months since I started blogging...Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1061093864662616422003-08-17T12:17:00.000+08:002003-08-17T22:03:50.586+08:00Extreme Makeover...Masya Allah
Watched a makeover show on tcs 5 called Extreme Makeover. The so called lucky contestants were selected to undergo EXTREME MAKEOVER that includes.....plastic surgery to superficially remove their imperfections. Masya Allah...Every episodes 3 "lucky" contestants are chosen. All 3 contestants do not have any drastic imperfections...just minute facial flaws...like hookAbeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1060952482682646292003-08-15T21:01:00.000+08:002003-08-15T21:20:25.486+08:00SPIRITUAL STANDING OF WOMEN ...We may lead THEM to Heaven and We may lead them to Hell....
These Hadiths are too "beautiful"...to be ignored...let's reminisce our past deeds to be a better UMAT...and of course a better WOMAN ..:)
The Hadith describes the good wife as follows:
"The virtuous wife, if her husband bids her, she obeys him; if he looks at her, she pleases him; if he gives her an Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1060870407458215802003-08-14T22:13:00.000+08:002003-08-14T22:18:01.956+08:00CPR Anyone...?
Feeling Suffocated...
Feeling Agitated...
Still Undecided...
This heavy feeling comes and goes...
In school...
My monyetz have been WOWnderful. Their autistic forte still there but it seems that the more space I am giving them to EXPLORE and to GROW...the "less autistic" they are becoming. I know there's no cure to autism but with our help...insya Allah we will be able to make Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1060613945975250852003-08-11T22:59:00.000+08:002003-08-11T23:02:31.113+08:00Changes....
It has just been abt 2 months since i started blogging...n my blogspot has undergone multiple uplifts....:) hmmm..this one still not e best. Not too sure how long will this new layout will last...depends on my interest spans..
As much changes this blogspot has undergone...much changes have taken place in my life. The "coming" of new beings. Not one...not two but....I will be leavingAbeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1060504537047854492003-08-10T16:35:00.000+08:002003-10-08T10:45:10.336+08:00Mercy Killing...
Since I found the articles that I posted earlier....that gruesome discovery...lead to more and more discoveries. I remembered one of the most publicised case that happened in1998.
The death case of a 13 year old girl with severe autism, that caused an uproar within the Special Needs Community. Stephanie Jobin, was suffocated to death in a group home for those with Special needs Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1060451763240784952003-08-10T01:56:00.000+08:002003-08-10T17:29:30.766+08:00Are some lives unworthy of life?...I'm disgusted
I was surfing....and was grief stricken and disgusted to come across this piece of SHOCKING infos...
Got the article below from Murder of Autistics
Murder of Autistics
This is the most difficult page to write on my site. The reason it is difficult is that these atrocities are still happening today - autistics are being killed simply because theyAbeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1060409643684907572003-08-09T14:14:00.000+08:002003-08-10T17:31:08.550+08:00Everything still new to me....
New...layout...not perfect but better...constant upgrading will be done. Just can't stand misalignments. I have short interest span...new layout will keep appearing when I'm all boot up..:)You have to stay to one dear...:)
It wasn't a Joke...
It is just a matter of making the right choice,
and the right decision.
It wasn't a Joke...It is for the better. Insya Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1060357905657700032003-08-08T23:51:00.000+08:002003-08-10T17:32:01.540+08:00I have BOOTed UP....
Had a plate of cockles..."bowl" :) of laughter....met new concubines opps...new acquaintances. Insya Allah for the better. TWO in one nite...WOWnderful...:)
I am all PERK up tonite ...I will not quarantine myself in my comfort zone...I will be opened to ALL possibilities...I shall welcome any halal beings...:)Why wasn't I OPEN to all these possibilities 6 years ago? TOO Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1060344478446937372003-08-08T20:07:00.000+08:002003-08-10T17:33:14.003+08:00I think it is a Joke...
I think it is a Joke...
I sense you laughing.
And you find it amusing.
I think it is a Joke...
You were laughing while I'm waiting.
And you are amused with what you are doing.
I think it is a Joke...
I am bemused,
And I am puzzled.
I think it is a Joke...
As I have no patience for your disappearance.
No hoping...No craving...will make me a happier me. Insya Allah.
Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1060339060241683232003-08-08T18:37:00.000+08:002003-08-10T17:33:42.056+08:00Changing Resolution....
I've just realized that my blogspot layout appear differently on pc systems with different screen resoultions. I have been editing my blogspot on my system that carries screen resolution of 1024x 768. It looks fine... the way I want my blogspot to be. But when I opened my blogspot on system that carries screen resolution of 800x 600... it looked all OUTTTT...hate this....Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1060184428106837272003-08-06T23:40:00.000+08:002003-08-10T17:35:40.073+08:00Lots of changes will be taking place in my life soon....
.....will be moving to a new abode. I'm looking forward to my new abode but not looking forward to share my comfort zone with my sister. Yesh...I am a selfish sister, I won't denied that :). Although I am the eldest child but I am more "manja", where else my sister is more submissive :).
I will be leaving on a jet plane soon to a strange Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1060182765593886012003-08-06T23:12:00.000+08:002003-08-10T17:36:59.366+08:00Don't Blame THEM !!!
Don't blame them for wailing,
Don't blame them for not listening,
Don't blame them for all those scratches and pinches,
Don't blame them for the FRUSTRATIONS,
Don't blame them for NOT learning,
Don't take it personal.
Look back and reflect on what we have not done,
and what we could have done....better.
DON'T BLAME THEM!!!
One of my kids ever told me not once but Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1059916239486769832003-08-03T21:10:00.000+08:002003-08-03T21:27:23.443+08:00Singlehood vs Marriage
I was browsing the website for articles on Sex in Islam. Opps. Why? Just innocent pure thoughts of curiousity. No more...No Less.:) As I was in a conversation with my dear fren on some religious issues and yups we did cover the Sex bit...a bit..tiny bit. Curiousity kills the cat :).
And found the topics that I have posted before while surfing...not related with Sex in Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1059853467766461522003-08-03T03:44:00.000+08:002003-08-10T17:37:58.390+08:00Insomniac disease is back...Counting my monyetz to slumber.
Monyetz- the term used for my darlingz students, my joy.
I couldn't tempt myself to slumber. Left turn, right turn, SEDIA, PUSING. Did several rounds on my bed. Gave up and decided to blog to slumberland. Will have to wake up before sunrise. Insya Allah can. Tomorow, my monyetz, me and 4 other teachers will be attending a brunch party Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1059747900217758522003-08-01T22:25:00.000+08:002003-08-01T22:48:25.793+08:00Flu- Stricken Week Has Ended...yeehaa
Allhamdulillah...I am well, up and healthy. The flu bugs seemed to be contaminating the air around me. The MC rate in my school was increasing for the past few weeks, glad to see the no. of mc rate is declining.
Had a Star- Strucked Week...
Monday- Four of my princes were chosen to appear in a short promo ad for the upcoming President's Star Charity. Fann Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1059625830777719962003-07-31T12:30:00.000+08:002003-07-31T12:39:53.393+08:00My Listening Pleasure....
It's been for a quite long while...since i tuned in to Malay songs...in some way denying one's root..opps. Since I was introduced to OAG- Old Automatic Garbage, a Malaysian Alternative Band. I was impressed and I was hooked. And now I'm "hook" to an Indon Band, Jamrud. Recommendation of my dear fren. Xie Xie nie. WOWnderful melancholy songs :). It is amazing how the Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1059580681534898662003-07-30T23:58:00.000+08:002003-07-31T19:06:24.860+08:00A Day of...
Started the day with an unpleasant incident. Hopefully, NO another episode of it. Insya Allah. From whatever had happened...it could be the ending of a shortlived friendship or ....gesh...i dunno...I dunno. Whatever happens..happens. I can't be desperately seeking. If Man has his ego, Woman has her pride. Till this moment, it seems that from whatever had happened it is not improving Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1059469088054149892003-07-29T16:58:00.000+08:002003-07-29T18:18:41.830+08:00Cures Internet Addiction...
A dear fren of mine, got me a "medication" to cure my internet addiction, as a sign for me to click back to reality. I think it has taken an adverse effect on my internet addiction...instead of curing this common disease...which I am very much immune too...it has increased the level of my internet hormones. It takes more than a medication to cure this insomniac Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1059466228277825952003-07-29T16:10:00.000+08:002003-09-12T12:29:24.696+08:00Strong fetish for....John Mayer
I have strong fetish for his song. For someone like me with limited vocabs...:) his simple- mindedness in writing "feeling" songs without the need of using "BIG vocabs"...gets his message across quickly and touch my sentiments deeply..:)
De Man that has the voice and the talent that made me go awwwww n wooooo and more PG- rated noises hehe..:)..
One out of my Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1059315460979340892003-07-27T22:17:00.000+08:002003-08-03T04:18:27.533+08:00Don't Blame THEM !!!
Don't blame them for wailing,
Don't blame them for not listening,
Don't blame them for all those scratches and pinches,
Don't blame them for the FRUSTRATIONS,
Don't blame them for NOT learning,
Don't take it personal.
Look back and reflect on what we have not done,
and what we could have done....better.
DON'T BLAME THEM!!!
One of my kids ever told me not once but MOREEE Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1059156787712368972003-07-26T02:13:00.000+08:002003-07-26T02:24:13.220+08:00You've Got Mail
Slumberland...Slumberland...pls call me...need to slumber but can't....need to slumber for a better tomorrow...
Received this e-mail from a parent. Initially, this parent was giving me hard time. I was guilty for *bitching* about this parents behind their back. Amazingly, my patience and sincerity as a HUMAN and as a Special Educator to give my very best to this child has helpedAbeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1059155052921554482003-07-26T01:44:00.000+08:002003-07-26T13:00:50.630+08:00Great Xpectation...
Today, I went for a concert held by a special school. Amazingly superb great acts 100% by children/ person with special needs. The concert is hosted by a teacher and an ex- student of the school. The student has witty sense of humour and he is definitely impressive. I don't know him personally... but believe me his presence has made a difference to the parents of the Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1059059247848284022003-07-24T23:07:00.000+08:002003-07-24T23:08:03.533+08:00Still waiting...
This week...I received good news that my study leave is approved. Received an admission letter from the Uni...I can't procastinate any longer...shld start sourcing for "fulus". Any sugar daddy or anak datuk out there looking for splurging mate? You have one here waiting.
Bought 2 books by Torey Hayden.And I only hope I have been half as good as her.
Total extraction from Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1058975858525766042003-07-23T23:57:00.000+08:002003-07-24T20:12:13.583+08:00The feverish feeling
The feverish feeling is here again today.
This feeling comes and goes as it wishes.
It comes and goes...as you wished.
You are not making it better...yet you are not making it worst.
Is it too soon for you to cure this feverish feeling ?
Or you have no prescription to heal it?
This feeling comes and goes as it wishes.
It comes and goes...as you wished.
Will you make it Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1058705061389506002003-07-20T20:44:00.000+08:002003-07-20T20:47:42.960+08:00Blissful Morning...
Finally, I have terminated my UNOFFICAL MC leave from religious sermons. Had a very enriching morning, and was cursing myself for socially ignoring religious sermons for the past months. Much I have forgotten and much need to be learnt to be a a better Umat. Definitely going next week, and the week after and the week after...and so on. Insya Allah.
All my dear gurl frens Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1058539102847687232003-07-18T22:38:00.000+08:002003-07-19T13:26:22.780+08:00The Wise One..Dalai Lama
The Dalai Lama said read it to see if it works for you.
Very interesting. Just 4 questions and the answers will surprise you.
Do not cheat by looking up the answers. The mind is like a parachute, it
works best when it is opened.
This is fun to do, but you have to follow the instructions very closely.
Do not cheat.
MAKE A WISH BEFORE BEGINNING THE TEST!!
Warning! Answer Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1058454293591645742003-07-17T23:04:00.000+08:002003-07-18T22:38:59.163+08:00Waiting...Waiting...At a juncture..
Waiting...Waiting..Waiting...It has been the longest waiting period of my life...waiting for my future destination. At times...frustration welled up inside. I am still clueless what/ where is my future destination. No decisions have been made and No answers have been given. Am I patient enough to wait....OR will I be patient enough to wait? Only HE knows.
Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1058099398208455752003-07-13T20:29:00.000+08:002003-07-13T20:42:39.920+08:00Weekend Facial Rendezvous
Today, I went for my facial spa retreat, total destress. Syiokkkkk. I have religiously succumbed myself to a fortnightly facial rendezvous since "suffering"from facial discrepancy abt. a year back (That's 2nd reincarnation...will share soon abt this reincarnations when I'm ready). I am not bless with good obedient healthy skin....mine tends to invite uninvited guests...Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1057986889362834962003-07-12T13:14:00.000+08:002003-07-12T17:34:51.700+08:007C and 8G...? and My 4Hs...
Got this e-mail early in the morning...interesting and something that we women and men ought to know. Hmm...It's in Malay. I will definitely make a print of it and place it somewhere I can see everyday....as a visual reminder..probably paste it somewhere near the mirror :).
A friend of mine asked me before....what type of man am I looking for...probably when I was Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1057942022085386572003-07-12T00:47:00.000+08:002003-07-12T15:11:42.006+08:00Things Can Only Get Better
I've been deliberately...MCing myself from blogging. Why? This week...was overwhelmed with others negative attitudes and unavoidable negative events which are better of forgotten...with hope...Things CAN only get better. I would rather blog on events or simply positive PG- rated :) thoughts that I have. If I ever deliberately miss some...opps or many blogging days, I Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1057759814144496712003-07-09T22:10:00.000+08:002003-07-09T22:14:35.916+08:00The Mourning.
Yesterday...while window shopping at spotlight...a solemn voice was heard over the news radio that was aired in that buidling. "The iranian siamese twins has passed away......". Every single moving soul around me stood silent. A chinese lady was actually gripping her ...which i assumed her husband's hand. I believe it is not only the muslim community that is mourning for them...Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1057676287030385862003-07-08T22:58:00.000+08:002003-07-08T23:20:26.856+08:00Lethargic
This feeling has been growing...is it right for me to feel this way? Is it because of the stagnation of what I am doing or where I am right now? I believe one has to find his/her own drives...motivations...passions...or all the +++ in life :)...you can't expect others to "move you" as you know yourself BEST & others have better things to do. For me..still finding...
I have a great Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1057589449947597392003-07-07T22:50:00.000+08:002003-07-07T23:06:29.810+08:00The Alien Language.
Day 3...Am I an addicted blogger? Been blogging and trying to "converse" in the alien language aka HTML codes since Day 1. I believe HTML code has been a back dated codes...others are "conversing" in JAVA and other net jargons/ codes which I'm not familiar with. Here I am still struggling and trying my very best to "converse" in this language...is there any easy cut n paste Abeerahnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5546749.post-1057378671635701932003-07-05T12:17:00.000+08:002003-07-07T23:57:12.713+08:00The Beginning...The Joke...
Day One...staring at the pc and laughing at myself..for actually decided to be a certified bloggerianz..it is definitely amusing to c myself blogging now. Have been an ardent blogger "peeper"...for e past few weeks ...peeping into others blog spots. Initially, i find bloggerianz to be weird human beings who has nothing better to do but to blog...n now i am becoming Abeerahnoreply@blogger.com